deep-dark-secrets

2006-10-10T00:02:00.000-07:00

ok guys, this blog has died on me! hahahaha, whata weirdo man...
sucks so bad..
sniff..
can't post photos now unless I change this and this and blah blah, so I just have to switch to a new one.
I cry.
change is good...
but...i'm so used to this one..whaa..
Jesus help me.

here's the link. onagi gorai yo;)

http://justanother-girl.blogspot.com/

2006-10-09T23:26:00.000-07:00

my dad lost his camera.
this is old news, but I just thot I would bring it up cause the other day someone told me, "Cha, you're always carrying your camera around. Just put it down over there and come play with us."
Ah!! no!
My camera isn't the greatest at all, but it's still precious. and I learned that carelessness can cause something you might wanna cry over really hard.

my lesson? er..I do have one!:) take care of your things and learn from others mistakes;)
amen?
sigh...

2006-10-04T20:27:00.000-07:00

I posted some photos from the AIP camp, but my blog seems to be going through another baka baka stage.
so i'll have to wait till it's done being a brat.
yes yes, it's got some problems.
but be nice.

cope with me:)

luuuuuuuv you!

2006-10-04T18:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I helped give my first Bible class. whoopee!
Yesterday was the first day of C-mas practice. yay!

Today I am tired and my back is so soar...
sigh..

another day of practice, i'm so excited!!! haha, see you at 2 mika.

2006-10-02T00:28:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Julie!!!

You're my first friend I made in Japan!...well when I returned to Japan! heeh! You're a rocking girl and I love you so so much and more! I pray your year will be a fun, inspiring, romantic, exciting one!
and always remember...
you're so beautiful and I love your boobs! nyahaha..
kisses...happy birthday!

2006-10-02T00:04:00.000-07:00

It might take me some time till I post photos of the AIP.
bummer.
but!!! I have a good reason, so don't look at me!:p
there's billions of people I have to ask first so...bare with me! sigh...who gives me permission!??
cheesey grin.
anyone??

heee...

I know Baby gives me permission, so I will post this photo!
it's SWEET. so there.

whoops! dis photo doesn't click bigger...heh. maybe it's the Lord...not the right time to be posting photos.:)

2006-09-29T00:57:00.000-07:00

i'm baaack! and happy to be!:) hee hee. I missed my bed, my shower, my pillows, my phone, my computer, my room...family..so much more!
sigh..
the camp was wonderful. i'll be sure to post some photos when I get the chance, tho...I am sure billions of people will be doing the same thing so...there's no rush for me:D HEE!!

2006-09-23T04:58:00.000-07:00

Bye you people! I am off to camp! snicker:)

Lily sent this to me by yahoo...thot it was cute.

your love is ur heart, your heart is ur spouse, your spouse is ur future, your future is ur destiny, your destiny is ur ambition, your ambition is ur aspiration, your aspiration is ur motivation, your motivation is ur believe, your believe is ur peace, your peace is ur target, your target is heaven, heaven is like hell without FRIENDS. It's "world best friends week"!

and so I give it to you!! I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS:) xxx

2006-09-19T21:11:00.000-07:00

It was a great two weeks!! had so much fun. They left yesterday and today it just dosen't seem the same without them!
Miss you both!
i'll post photos later.
xxx

2006-09-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

The Love of My Life

The cutest, sexiest, handsome, wonderful, sweet, charming, favorite person in my life! (Besides Jesus:D eehehe)
Baby, I love YOU! you are such a stud;) heh.

I love this photo! it's my favorite 60's hunk!!!

2006-09-12T20:14:00.000-07:00

Photos from my visit to Jojo's house.:)
I finnaaally got to go to his place, instead of him coming here. Oooh it makes cha sooo happy! hee hee. it was a really good visit! had lots of fun, fell in love with his dog that I thought was ugly...wanted to steal his kids..but ended up stealing Joe instead! ehehehe! he came back with me and stayed at my place for a few more days!!!
oooh happy day!!
this summer has been great!
(and these photos better work..)

2006-09-07T03:48:00.000-07:00

Queen of My Heart

The greatest gift that God has sent
With tender loving care
A queen with a heart of gold
So pure, so white, so fair

With arms that hold the universe
Hands that heal the heart
Words that soothe a child’s cry
Eyes to see past any fault

Lips to kiss away the pain
Words to make you smile
A heart that holds eternity
And make your life worthwhile

Ears to listen carefully
To understand your thoughts
A mouth to speak wisdom
And say, “I love you lots”

Beautiful and tender
Each and every part
She’s the queen of the universe
The queen of my heart

Happy birthday mom!! with love, kisses and more...
may your new year be as beautiful (if not MORE) than all the rest! aishitemasu yo!

happy birthday to A. Abigail too!! prayers and more sent your way today! xx

and to every other mother out there!

2006-09-04T21:19:00.000-07:00

When Joe's away and Cha is blue
When sky's are gray and rainy too
There's always a way to make Cha smile
And make her day all worthwhile

Chu comes along with her big grin
Walks into Cha's house and invites herself in
Makes coffee enough for two
And bakes YUMMY pies for Chacha too

Then says stupid things to make her laugh
Buys her panties, socks and hats
Helps make dinner fun and easy
Till Cha is nuts and smiling cheesy

So when Joe is gone, cha's ok
Cause Chu is there to save the day
Cha loves Chu in every way
And will be her friend forever and a day

corny! I know..heh.
but that's what happens when i'm stuck in a house all alone and bored to...Boredom! Mika said I should update my blog and I have nothing better to say, so I just decided to be a nice friend a post a little, on-the-spot poem. heeh.

Ooh that is right! I doo have something to post about.
My grandparents from Canada will be coming tomorrow and staying for two weeks!
hurrah.
should be loads of fun, being that I always look forward to their visits:D nice to see them genki. always.
Pray they'll arrive safely. please?:)

I end my post with a big hug and a smooch.

2006-08-31T05:33:00.000-07:00

photos from the party for Greg's birthday party....
IF you say somethen nasty about my friends, or boyfriend (ESPECIALLY boyfriend) be quiet or I will punch you! they are HOT and you are not. amen?
bah!
we are all children...

aaaahh these BETTER work..orelse this blog is realllllyy screwed......

2006-08-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

just because I am so lazy and it's taking me ages to put the photos onto the computer...I apologize.
i will blab..
today I drank milk..MILK! at my English students place...not that serving milk is a funny thing, but more to the fact that i really don't like the taste of milk and I drank it.
I feel more healthy...:D
yay for me!

Christmas is far away...and then yet so close. i'm off "Snowflakes"...after three..four? years..will miss dancing with you Cherri! i'm being brave and starting my own team! yay. pray for me? should be fun, new, exciting, and all the rest. oooh can't wait:)

AND. the AIP camp is coming up..and we're suposed to bring...gowns?? harr har...whaaaaat!!! my mom and I went searching for somethen and couldn't find anything! bah! I hate dressing up all fancy...sucks..
is there anything against being nekkid??? heeeeh??

2006-08-22T02:19:00.000-07:00

aah..I am back and so thankful to be. yay!:) tho very tired..

the trip was great, maybe will post some pics later, that you all can click on and seeeee:p since it seems to be a problem for most of you.:p nyah, glad to see you wanting to see my pics:p snicker. joke.
anyhow, I will try to look into it to see what the heck is wrong with this darn thing. hope you guys have had a wonderful summer. prayers and more..

until later..

2006-08-06T00:30:00.000-07:00

Byebyebyebye...

this is be the last post i'll be posting for about...two weeks. I'm off to Kyushu in the morning with my family, gunna drive to Kobe, take ferry from there, then drive some more!! exciting.... sigh.
hope each and every one of you have a really fun summer vac:) i'll post of my visit when I get back...until then, I shall vanish. heh.
miss me...
haaaa, big kidding.
love you all tons!! until two weeks! shee yoouuuu....

2006-08-06T00:09:00.000-07:00

I love you, I'll miss you...I'll be back soon...

Come a little closer

Let me whisper in your ear

& tell you my greatest secret

One I long for you to hear

***

I really, really love you

& those words mean more than that

They say that you are special

& i'm your biggest fan

***

They say that you're amazing

I'll never let you go

& if tomorrow may never come

Just wanting you to know...

***

That you're the one my heart has

Chosen to belong

Your love gives me wings to fly

& deep whithin, a song

***

I'll be a little further

Than where I am right now

But my heart will be much closer

Don't ask why or how

***

There'll never be a moment

When you're not on my mind

Just pray that when I miss you

I do not start to cry

***

I'll always be beside you

Within your heart and mind

Just listen to your heart beat

& there my love you'll find

loving you....

2006-08-05T23:29:00.000-07:00

Every Girl's a Princess

~Every girl is pretty
Every girl is fair
Ever girl’s a princess
Every girl out there

Every girl is sexy~
Every girl is one-of-a-kind
Every girl is a beauty
Anywhere you’ll find

~Every girl is special
Every girl is cute
Every girl is God’s
Yes, that means you too

One day God had a very special plan.
He was going to make a woman. But not just a “woman”, he was going to create a princess.
After spending a lot of very precious time in sculpting His new creation, He sent her down as a gift to a very lonely man.
This man was very happy…& although sometimes she would get him into trouble, he loved her with his heart. Nothing could stop him from loving this very special princess whom God had given him.
God saw that it was good, and from then on began making plans on placing more little princess’ in the world.

“If every single man in the whole world began to see every woman as someone special, and beautiful, even through their blemishes & mistakes, they’d see that in every single woman out there, there is a princess inside.”
-Author unknown-

(now now boys...every girl is beautiful...remember that!! kee hee hee)

(compliments to my baby sister, who was willing to let me do her make-up and snap photos of her. Arigato ne tomo chan!! mata yarooo! giggle. the frames are a little bit screwed, I am learning how to use Photoshop....ouch. any compliments are more then appreciated & welcomed.)

2006-08-02T23:35:00.000-07:00

Photos from the beach day:)

A little bit of fun in the sun...us people jumping off rocks..don't we look funny! heeeheee..

wild boys...

at the end of the day, we were ALL sunburnt. how's that for an ending of a reeeally fun day. :) "sun sun sun sun watch out for the sun..." laa laaa. hehe, we forgot the sun lotion..ops...
it was a really perfect day for swimming at the beach tho, thank the Lord that it wasn't too sunny orlese we would have been really burnt hot dogs!! ouch...
had lots of fun, hope to go there again sometime...

2006-08-02T22:33:00.000-07:00

i just spent the most wonderful time with my boyfriend...
wish it didn't have to end.
we went to the beach...awwwwwwww!!
will post pictures later. as of now, i am dead tired, my eyes are almost sleeping on me;) heee..
Baby, i miss you, hurry back ok...you're so wonderful. I love you..

2006-08-02T06:06:00.000-07:00

I miss you baby...

One moment in complete silence
Is all I need of you
To make me feel so wonderful
Not feeling oh so blue

One smile from those lips
Is all I need from you
To paint a smile on my face
And bring me all the way through

One touch from your finger tips
Is all I need to feel
To make me feel so beautiful
To know that this is real

One beat of your heart
Is just enough for me
To trust that you are where you are
And always loving me

2006-07-29T05:18:00.000-07:00

Omasturi!

yay! so I told you I would post some photos of it, tho I am suuuuuper late in posting. forgive. heeehee. there's so many photos that I don't know which to put up, so I will just...go wild and..see what happens! HEE!
aww..miss those omasturis already..they feel so..summer spirit man. happy people, happy faces, beer, kakigori, dancing (oooh yes yes, dancing!!) those lanterns. sigh. oh well..next year!! and this time, Baby is GOING to be here with me to share it. right Love?! :D
grin.
blaaa blaaa..enjoy the pictures:D:D

and then...the next day, we had Omikoshi. The kids from Love Hut came as well..was wonderful! and..loud..and...hot..and..fun!

I love Dillan..and he loves me..I know it!!:)

My Really Wonderful Morning!:D

2006-07-25T22:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we had three little girls over for a homestay. They'll be staying for about four days, sooo we have to watch em.
Today's morning we woke up, fed em breakfast then I took em for word time. That's four little girls and one boy. After trying to find five picture Bibles so that the kids wouldn't tear the books apart, then reading Bible stories to them, I got out some coloring pages and they were happy for..a good thirty mins.. yessss! then since it being my papi's birthday, I got them to make a colorful chain to stick up in the dinning room. the kids wanted balloons so I took em all out to the nearby store with my younger sister along to help me, and two little girls wouldn't stop giving me heart attacks by running like wild cave men into the streets and being deaf to my really really reeeally loud shouts. we reached the store, they didn't have ballons...baka! and so the kids ran off to the play section while I searched for a present for my paps. found something. a couple things. yay. then chased the kids around the food section, trying to snatch stolen snacks from their little hands, tsk.. gave away all my ten yens..bought them umaibos then went back home. home:D! to where I gave em lunch, and got them to be quiet for a few minutes. theeeeen..ooh yes it gets better! nyahaha. Lixy mixes up a nice little cookie batter for the girls, so I wash their hands--a couple times. you know kids..they can't stop touching dirty things;) heee. so the girls make little balls and put it on a tray...they are so happy, and I am happy too. now we can go for a little quiet time!!:D:D but wait...no they're not done their mischeif...
Willy decides to be a boy and start teasing the girls, whoops, there goes the tray of cookies,..all on to the floor. I really wanted to cry. whaaaa..the girls go crazy about the now smashed cookies, so I tell them to go wash their hands, we'll remake them!! they are soo happy.
this time I get out cookie cutters, so this time, the kids actualy make some nice shapped cookies..and I can sit back and relax.:) they make the cookies, i put em in the oven...we run off to wash our hands, and now they are happily whispering while they draw pictures of little princess'. hurrah! but this is only just the morning, we still have an afternoon to go through..nooooooooo. ahh..give me patience Lord..snif..
don't you just looooove kids??

2006-07-23T05:18:00.000-07:00

For Mika.

heeeheee...Baby I already sent this one to you but I thought I would put it up for Mika chan!:) I love you so much Miks, and especialy YOU Baby!

2006-07-21T04:55:00.000-07:00

another lesson...

I was so out of it that I don't even remember how it started or what exactly happened. but I do know that I was arguing with my dad because I thought I was right and he was wrong, when he was correcting me. You know how it is? Perhaps they have their ideas a little mixed up and you feel that they don't really need to blow up about it because it wasn't really your fault, or it wasn't such a big deal. So you argue. and then it becomes a huge thing and eventualy, you and your elders and shouting at each other and not getting anywhere. anyways, so that is what kinda happened today...and so I was given a reading list and I also received a prophecy about it. I'm not gunna post it all, since it was rather...looong. heh..ouch. but yeah, I wanted to post a few parts from it. maybe it'll help some of you..one of you..someone out there! haha. I love you tons guys, please continue to keep me in your prayers...I need so much help! heeeheee. amen...

Taking correction

Just say yes. Yes to Jesus, yes to your elders, and yes to your parents.
It’s a very dangerous thing to give in to those emotions, because they are the main device the enemy likes to use often in those situations. He makes you feel as though your elder is just being too harsh, or is judging from his point of view, but not really the correct one, etc,. The lessons begin to fade away because you become so sure that you are the right one and he is the wrong one. That’s when it’s gets a little out of hand; because whether your elder is completely correct or not, he is trying to help you and get you back on track. Now, whether he is too harsh, or too strict, or whatever the case may be, you still are the child and you are still the one who is in need of help and needs to just stop, push back your emotions, and listen and take it all in with a whole, godly spirit about it all. Perhaps maybe you may be right in certain areas…but, after a while, once you have pushed your ideas and argued and let your emotions spill all over, it doesn’t even matter anymore when you were a little right. Now, you have proved yourself to be wrong. Completely. No argument. By giving in to those little thoughts, those little emotions of sensitivity and pride, you are showing that you do need help, and that you are wrong. Do you see where I am at?
Whether it’s not completely right or not, it’s still coming from your elders and you need to open up your heart and spirit to it. They are here to help you, to make sure that you are brought up in a good godly manor, and the fact that you blow up at them for correcting you, is very, very wrong.
It’s hard at times to really see that you are wrong because the enemy likes to cover it up by his little toppings. He tells you things like, “You didn’t really mean it, and so, he’s just wrong.” Or, “He’s acting up over nothing! No big deal!” and deep inside you, you begin to feel that perhaps you are not all that wrong. And usually when you start to feel that, you start to see the other person as wrong. And that is when you need to really get desperate and pray. The enemy likes to cheat you into letting the small things pass, so that sooner or later, the once small things are now huge and it’s blurring your sight. And once that happens, it’s going to be very hard for the person who is correcting you to get through to you without raising his voice and in return, you doing the same.
It really doesn’t matter if you think they are wrong and you are right, just hold back those feelings, and take the correction. Whether you like it or not, whether you feel that they are misjudging you, you just gotta push the enemy away and give him no room to put his nose in. It’s a hard battle and I know how easy it is for you to give in to those feelings because you are human and you make mistakes. But I know you know deep inside your heart when you are wrong. All that is holding you back from admitting it is your pride. You just need to push it aside just for one moment, and accept it with an open spirit and an open mind and heart. Even if it hurts your pride, even if it makes you want to shout so loud, just hold back your pride and let the Lord take control of the situation. You can learn so much more if you just hold back your emotions and take correction. Remember? Correction is good for you, and even though it may hurt at first, in the end you’ll be thankful for it and you’ll be much happier instead of arguing and pushing until both of you are miserable and the whole house is miserable and you just grow more hardened and upset at the whole situation. You’ll learn that with patience and an open spirit, you’ll be able to get the victory much easier and you’ll learn so much more from it all. Amen?
I know you can do it; all you have to do is make an effort to try. How about making an effort to do your best in that certain area this week? It may seem tough, but it’s really very easy if you just learn to fight the enemy and humble yourself. I’m cheering for you, we all are up here. And the Lord is very proud of you, He knows you can make it and will make it; if you just give it all you’ve got and do your best. We’re with you all the way, keep running the race; don’t stop just because you keep falling over the stones that come across your path. Keep getting back up, so then pretty soon, you’ll be able to jump over them with great ease.

amen. it really spoke to me, and I also got alot from the word as well. It's really important to put away my pride because pride is the biggest obstacle, and it causes the most problems. And like my hubby told me..."one second at a time, one minute at a time, one hour at a time, one day at a time, one week at a time, one month at a time, and one year at a time....so if you just take every second at a time....you will over come the long years, just one second at a time."I know it's going to take a while for me to learn, but I know that with each baby step, I will one day make it and be a better person for it all. I know I am not the only one out here on this boat, so I am definately praying for those who are going through the same thing. Learning is good, correction is good. Heeehee.

2006-07-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

heehee hoho haahaaa...

it's bugging me that my blog is not moving anywhere! grrrrrr!! haha, so boring! I haven't posted in eons! which is why I am going to make it up by posting some photos. for your enjoyment:p
as for any fun news...nope. other then Omasturi season soon coming up and I can't wait!:) I love Omasturi's, they're so Japanese, so cute, so happy...the girls are so cute in their little yukatas..awww..love the season!! hip hip hurrah for Omasturis!!:D:D
alrighty then, here's the pictures I promised.

a "Chiba gathering" we had about a week or something ago...the ones of me and Cherri and mari are special "aquarious" pics. just for you two! (Cherri and Mari) I love you both and miss you! xxx
my bla bla ends here. :)

2006-07-13T22:04:00.000-07:00

I'm thankful!!!!!!!:D:D

This morning at word time, my dad was reading to us about “thankfulness” and praise and counting our blessings. And it really made me feel so thankful to have Joey. Heeeheee. I mean, seriously, the Lord blessed me with a wonderful boyfriend who not only wants to be with me and talk to me and call me his Baby, but he loves me. And I have the privilege of loving him in return and calling him MINE! I mean, who could ask for more?? In this relationship, I have so many things to be thankful for, things that outnumber all the hard times. Sometimes I feel that, there is just too much hardship in life, but those times are the times when I need to remember how much I do have, and how much I am blessed with! Jesus is super good to me, in blessing me with a wonderful life, a wonderful family, wonderful friends, and a super wonderful boyfriend who means more than anything to me. If there’s ever a time to start counting my blessings, it’s right now. Thank you Jesus!:D He’s so wonderful, so good to me, and good to everyone!!
I love Him so so much!

Heeehee, I just wanted to share that with you cause…I feel super thankful today. Something I should feel everyday! Amen right?! :D

2006-07-13T06:14:00.000-07:00

VegieTales

I wanna introduce you to my new little bunch of pooches. hahaha. my mummy came home and said "here for you!" and I fell in love with them right away, especialy with the middle one! I knooooow they are cactus' but..cho kawaiie naaa..

just..blaaahh

2006-07-12T05:52:00.000-07:00

I realized that I post pictures in practicaly every post I make. omoshiroi. so this time, there is no photos. heeehee.
baah..i'm so sad, my little computer (fine den baby, it was junky..huff..you win) I had in my room, fiiinally died on me and I used to spend a lot of time on it. writing stories, poetry, etc,. Well maybe Jesus knows that I was begining to put so much time and attention into that comp that I was starting to ignore the important things. ok..i'm sorry Jesus.
and byebye to world cup, you'll be missed. but maybe if i'm not running around trying to hide in four years from now, i'll be all cheers for Italy:D again.:p no laughing. i like them, so there.
gooodnightt..maybe i'll be up for a little more "fun posting" tomorow.
we'll see.

Italy Won!!

2006-07-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

aaah, cha is such a freak. i know i know.:p
we all woke up at about 3 in the morning to watch the final game between France and Italy. Being so early in the morning, we had to keep our voices soo quite, no screaming..whaaaaaa...i did anyways, when the PK's ended and Italy won the cup! they deserved it and awww, just, yay! i'm going to have a happy day today...neeeheee..grin.

just for the fun of it, i thot these photos were funny..:)

2006-07-06T02:49:00.000-07:00

it was SUCH a perrty sky!!

the sunset was soooooo gorgeous, aww. I wanted to snap some shots, but wasn't able to go outside cause I had the kids to oversee. so I had to take it from the window.. whaaaa. this is not what i call photography at "all", the lines made me so sad! pout. this is kinda where being down in Kyushu comes in handy! nyaha..oh well, the sky was too pretty, i had to save these anyways and post em! nyehaha.

It was like the sky was on fire...aaaahh cho kirei data yo!

2006-07-04T23:21:00.000-07:00

okay so I am a soccer fan..who cares!:) ITALY BEAT GERMANY! sorry to those who were going for the other team..heeehee..gomen gomen! I am just soo happy.:) hurrah for Italy...

2006-07-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

Joey's my boyfriend, Mika's my girlfriend. I'm Joe's girlfriend, I am Mika's boyfriend.:)!!

heeeheeee, we're one big family! it's tooo sweet! love it! nyahaha. everytime me and Joe see mika, we have to all give one big family hug!! in the process, try to see which one gets squeezed the most! so loving! we make a geat team! right babes and miks? nyahaha..i'm so thankful for Poochie pie and my favorite friend! I love you guys soooooooo much!! (ahem, Mika, you know I love Joe more..but, I know you understand!! HEHE) thank you Jesus for my hubby! thank you Jesus for my friend!!:D

I shall end this post now. byebye!!:D

2006-07-02T19:57:00.000-07:00

Another Prayer Request..

hi!...?:D heeeeeeheee, just wanted to ask prayer from all of you guys, for my skin. it's reeeeally sensitive to alot of things, (whaaaaaaaaaa) and I am not exactly sure what it is, but there are little bumps on my back, and a couple on my stomach and leg...sooooooo...we're going by faith and not going to a doctor, but we went to a drug store and got a guy to examine it, and he supposes it's something to do with the heat and..my sensitive skin..not so sure what he said in detail but yeah..gave me some cream which drys it up..and its helping, so just please pray that it goes away. SPANKS!!! you know your prayers are always appreciated, and always work!:)

please keep Lixy's PCOS in your prayers as well. Arigato ne!! mucho love! xxx

2006-07-02T01:37:00.000-07:00

today I went baby-sitting again. and aww..she was sooo cute. okay okay..NOW I think I really want a baby...

2006-07-01T10:44:00.000-07:00

BBQ

was lots of food.. not sure what this is! washed loads of dishes...

ate a yummy cake...(sorry miks,
her's tased too good!)
got drunk at the end of the day...uh...:D

and now you know the story.:p heeeheheheeeee....I loooove bbq's, they're so fun, yummy, and relaxing,...until at the end of the day, when you're all stuffed to the full, and feel like if you move you'll explode, there's tons of dishes to wash...whaaaaaaaa...oh well..*sigh* there is a time for everything!:D:D:D was great fun..and actualy...we're having another one tomorow!! aaaahh, me oh my, i feel the fatness taking on its roll! kowaiie!!
but like the Chinese say, "Have a healthy spirit, eat lots of food, and you will enjoy life." aaahhhh, I see so much truth in that....

2006-06-30T05:37:00.000-07:00

it's time to pass the peace pipe:p

Summer has come,...yippee and bummer! neeeheee...the other day, we all got our first mosquitoe bites.. CHO YADA data yo! we were all sitting in the dinning room, passing around the Kinkan, relieving our ichyness dotted all over our legs and arms.

where would we be without Kinkan? I dunno...:D

today we went swimming for the first time this year! i felt so funny in a bikini, felt so..nekid! well, swimming has just begun so I have more bikini time ahead of me. lol. thank you Jesus for summer, thank you for the beautiful girls that walk around with cute clothes, and the ice-creams and the juices and the pools!!!

2006-06-24T05:21:00.000-07:00

lessons...

just wanted to post another thing on the "bike incident" haha. Just wanted to apologize for making the story sound "funny" but it's really not good for me to be doing those kind of things. I talked to my dad and got blasted, and I know he's right. It's very wrong of me and I feel very bad for doing it. Even though I needed a bike, I had no reason to take one.
One lesson I learned was...to check with the Lord before jumping in to things. I wasn't really praying or asking Him what to do, I just jumped into my first idea.
Second...I learned to follow checks. I had little checks here and there to go check on the bikes, but I didn't think so much about it because I was trying to focus on "getting out the tracts"..we hadn't even really prayed for the Lord to keep the bikes safe. so that was something we missed as well.
Thirdly, we had a keitai and instead of just agreeing on what we thought was ok, to call home and ask if there was any way for me to get home.
Just wanted to write this here, to let ya'll know that it was really wrong of me, and HOPEFULY, haha, I have learned my little lesson today.
amen amen...
pray for me..

2006-06-24T01:16:00.000-07:00

ouchieeee:(

I just got back from one crazy ride from Chiba. We went witnessing today, and we decided to take bikes since there were too many of us to go by train. So on the way there was fiiine. Witnessing was great! TYJ.
until it was time to go home..whaaa..of course, cha was so stupid enough to leave her bike unlocked thinking that no one would steal a junky bike, and when I went to get my bike, mo inakata!! baka!:( i'm so mad. and there everyone is waiting for me to hurry up and do something, so I just go find a bike that is unlocked and just sooooo beaten up, looks like some old bums bike that was left there for days and days...i'm so sorry Jesus!! but I had tooo! nyaa...so bad of me. and this bike is sooo gross, just so old and rusty and ewww! but shoganai so I ride it and everyone is speeding ahead of me and I am left in the dust!! and different foreiners drive past me, laughing and whistling at me..whaaaaaaaat, so mean!! don't laugh!:( grrrrrrr..
I finally get home after getting lost from all the others, and then before getting home, placing the bike along with some others in a bike place. and now my body is all soar and I feel like an old lady and I am so mad!! grr, *sigh* oh well...i'm happy that someone out there is most likely enjoying his ride and making it home safely to his own family. not like he'll get much comfort from my bike..neeeehee, mine was pretty old too. oh well, we love you whoever you are! now I understand you....tsk tsk..we're so naughty. naughty naughty people....

2006-06-22T21:53:00.000-07:00

Pals Foreverrrrrrr

mika get better soon!! I love you too much! praying for you and can't wait to see you soon!:) until then, take care of yourself! xxxxxx

2006-06-20T20:38:00.000-07:00

Party Time!!

Welcome back to Japan, Lixy!!
Monday night we had a welcome back party for Lixy, was soooooooo muchie fun!! Bayside came, PC, Cash, and Love Hut. Great party!! Played games, got wild, was loud, crazy and colorful; then at the end, when everyone went home, us girls watched a movie and relaxed! nee hee!
the dress code was "colorful", thus the happy clothing!:p
enjoy the pics...

nobody be mad at me for posting these photos!! agh, you all look adorable!!!!!! Lils!! you especialy!!

xxx

2006-06-14T00:50:00.000-07:00

Wellcome back to Japan/home, Lixy!!

I couldn't be more happy then I am right now, we're home from the airport and Lixy has arrived safely. Thank you Jesus:D
she got soooo skinny..you can tell in the pic. well it doesn't surprise you until you see her face to face, she's smaller then me!! she's adorable, looks great!;) Mika & Lily, you're missing out. Hurry up and come home.

2006-06-12T23:41:00.000-07:00

Lixy's coming home soon, tomorow! yay! I couldn't be more happy. she's on the plane right now, so anyone who reads this, please pray that everything runs smoothly, and that she can make it through without any problems.:D thanks, always appreciated!!
as for recently..nooooooothing has happened which is worth blabbing on about. neeeheee, so suffice with my boringness!:D

oooh, last night we all stayed up watching the World cup soccer game with Japan and Australia..whaaa..no offense to anyone but..I love Japan and...Aus just..grrr...*sigh* thank you Jesus! but it's okay, I still have Italy..whahoo! and Brazil so..:D ahahaha...i'm a soccer fan yeah yeah..whatever:p
butttt..
I love you guys! take care of yourselves....

LIXY'S COMMING HOME!! (wheeeeeeeeeehoooo!)

2006-06-09T23:13:00.000-07:00

Uuuuuuhhhhh.....I am actualy posting pics with...me inside...strange, feels weird..hahaa. was trying to take photos of the shoes but I guess I kinda got carried away. here's some of the many. feel free to not comment.:p nyahahaha...love you guys

2006-06-07T04:36:00.000-07:00

so i go to joan's site, and she's got this real cute little funny poem, I wanted to try it out too!!! so, I did..and...how fun!:p hahaha....so silly Joan.I love you. xx

My Love

Your skin glows like the mango,
blossoms beautiful as the white rose in the purest hope of spring.
My heart follows your drums voice and leaps like a monkey at the whisper of your name.
The evening floats in on a great parot wing.
I am comforted by your skirt that I carry into the twilight of nailpolishbeams and hold next to my bottom. I am filled with hope that I may dry your tears of cocktail.
As my stomach falls from my socks, it reminds me of your nose. In the quiet, I listen for the last humming of the day
.My heated boobies leaps to my pants.
I wait in the moonlight for your secret make-up so that we may kiss as one, boobies to boobies, in search of the magnificient pink and mystical ring of love.

2006-06-07T00:53:00.000-07:00

LOVE!

remembering those summer days and all the good times...awwww!!

miss you guys...

2006-06-01T06:03:00.000-07:00

I think i will call this post, "Mari". heeeheee!! she came over for free day, and we wanted to take pics...soo...we did!! aaand,,these photos are REAL! snicker. deep into the life of the two weird Aquarious'!;) fun huh?
Mari is a nature lover, she said our grass tasted so wonderful. she finally managed to pursuaed me to eat some, I fell for the dirt:p.....lol.
Mari if Mika shows you this, please don't be mad, I love you..and you looked wonderful..if anything, "I" look like a total weirdo! I love you!!
night all...

2006-05-28T22:53:00.000-07:00

..I am now offcially, "Popaloo"hahahahaha..I know..so strange. Joe gives me the strangest names. first it was Kitty, then it changed to Popo, now it's..Popaloo.. romantic huh!? heeeheee...I don't exactly know how the "Popo" (uh huh, it's poopoo, but we spell it popo:p)stuff started, i think it came from when we were watching an old video of me, when i was this FAT gross thing...but what does that have to do with Popo?? aahh oh well..that's what makes me special, i'm named differently from all the rest! hahaha..ok ok, enough..

i am seriously touched by Mika's newest update on her blog...I know Jesus loves me..He blessed me with the sweetest little bunny anyone could ask for...
Mika I LOVE YOU!!!!
always know that....xxx

2006-05-26T19:52:00.000-07:00

Learn to Control Your Emotions; Not Your Emotions Control You

i've been batteling the fact that I am a very emotional, sensitive, and proud person. and it's very wrong of me,....I received a few prophecies about it, and one of them, the Lord showed me to post it on here...kinda like...to put my problems out on the table and not hide them from all of you...whaa..it's so very humbling, and I wish I didn't have to, but "obey" right? lol. (i've never been good with prophecies, so that is another humbling step to post it here!!) so here it is, and now that it's here, if you've read or gunna read it, you'll know now that I am SUCH a mess, so pleasseee..this is something I need your guys' help on, here's my problem...please put it on your prayer list and don't miss to pray for me...pwease. I need it...
thanks so much guys....

(Jesus:)

Emotions are not bad, they are not something you should feel bad about having, because every human experiences emotion. It’s all a part of life.
But there is a time when emotions are carried on a little too long then they should, to where it becomes a weapon more then a feeling. There are the right kinds of emotions, and then there are the bad ones. Ones that urge you on to shout, be proud, get sensitive and much more along those lines. Through emotions, the enemy finds ways to get into your armor. Through your emotions, he can get you to use them the wrong way; that’s when your emotions become dangerous. Did you ever think emotions were an easy way for the enemy to enter in? Well they are, and it’s very real. When you are emotional, it is much easier for you to be hardened, to go along with things, go against them, hate things, people, lie, shout, etc,. It is an easy way for the enemy to sneak in and whisper in your ear. You are not a child anymore, you are grown up now, but just because I say that, does not mean you have fully matured in the spirit. I see you growing, I see you changing, but in this one area, you have not. You have become lazy and tired, tired of trying to get over it. You feel that it’s no use, it’s just the way you are and is life—you must learn to control your emotions, instead of your emotions controlling you. It’s a very big difference, to be in control of your emotions, and when your emotions control you. You must learn the difference, so that when the time comes, you can know where you stand. It is the day and hour to stand up and stop sitting in the gutters and letting your own self get you down. It’s not good to be swept up in your emotions, especially when they are being used by the enemy. And I gotta tell you, you “know” when the enemy is using your emotions against you and others, because it is clearly written in your tone of voice, your eyes, your speech, your actions—everywhere! How could you just let the enemy use your emotions like that? It’s like soidlers in the battle field, letting their enemies use their weapons. It’s very dangerous and it’s very important to know when it happens. You’re driven by emotions at times like that, but really think…who is behind those emotions? Is it Me? Or the enemy? I’m sure you can tell which it is, it’s easy to tell who is behind them. But one tricky thing, that the enemy always uses during those times, is “how”. Say your friend has done something against you, and you get those emotions running hot through your blood. You think, “is this the Lord? Or the enemy?” but you feel that because someone has wronged you, it is not wrong if you feel upset and frusterated. You feel that, in this situation, you have a reason to be upset!! “He was the one who started it, it’s his fault!! Blame him, I have a right to act the way I am!” tricky huh…do you think that is really Me whispering in your ear to think that way? Really take time to ponder on that…it’s important to really know who holds the strings…
The enemy is a tricky and sly liar, and he will find anything possible to make it look like it’s not bad, and try to cover it up with a good topping, to make you think that it’s not him speaking, but it’s Me. Don’t let him deceive you into thinking that way, it’s wrong and it will lead you into a lot of problems. Certain emotions are meant to be there, but others aren’t…and that is the time for you to stand up and fight them. Don’t just sit there and say that, “well it’s a human weakness, go on right ahead and fill me up with emotions!!” don’t just expect it to walk all over you and everything will be okay. Stand up, fight, push them away; show the enemy that you know exactly who is behind it, and admit to yourself that YOU let him in. It’s not only the enemy, My child, YOU are also a part of it...no one can walk into a house unless someone behind it opens it. You see? You are also a part of why these emotions come, and why the enemy gets in and uses them. You need to start to realize that you are not a little child anymore, and you can’t just expect to throw a fit and blame in on the overseer who just wasn’t watching you properly. It’s “you”. No one else, “you” are the one who opens your channel up to let the enemy come in a control your emotions. Watch that it doesn’t happen…catch yourself when you feel that it’s getting too far. Or even better, but harder, is catch yourself when you are tempted to even feel emotional.
Don’t feel bad if you fall…but when you do fall, don’t be too proud to let others help you up. Don’t be too proud to admit it was really “you” who saw it coming, and allowed it to happen. Change takes time, and change comes slowly, but call on the spirit helper of Change, and he will come to your aid and whisper in your ear when you feel tempted to push away the change that is needed in your life.
I love you, darling, please don’t feel that you are one big mistake, everyone has problems. You just need to learn to get up and fight them, not let them walk all over you.
Remember, control your emotions, don’t let them control you.
You can do it. I’ll be right there to help you, don’t be too proud to call for Me, I want to help you. I love you.

2006-05-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

Some more pictures..my dad wanted to go to the beach to take some photos for his new "assignment" he was given on the "photographers" site, so I decided to go along with him. didn't get a good sunset, but...I got what I could:p

2006-05-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

I love thunder..then again I don't. Something about it holds so much power, it's scary, yet wonderful..get me? mhmm..it can be perfect for a sexy-romantic setting in the park with your guy..or scary when you're alone in the dark..interesting. I personaly hate thunder unless I am with someone, my mind off what is going on outside.
Usualy when I think of "thunder" the picture that comes to my mind is people in the lounge room, playing chess on the little glass table with others lying on the floor playing some other board games..OR..the typical kissing and touching all over with your guy while the rain comes pouring down and the lighting flashes and thunder booms in the distance...aah, romantic? hee hee.:p
It's been thundering for the past couple hours now, and finaaally rain came pouring down..was kinda expecting that.

on another topic...

I am starting belly-dancing, got some videos..soooo..wish me luck!! I dunno, I've always loved belly-dancing, ballet, etc,. love the erotic look, moves, everything! finalllly I get some videos..yay!!:)

2006-05-23T05:10:00.000-07:00

arrrghhh...why is it then you're having fun, time goes fast and when you're SO bored, it crawls?! :( tick tock tick tock...

2006-05-23T03:52:00.000-07:00

Was looking through my old pics in my photo album, and came across these...I love pictures, such good ways of keeping old memories and being sentimental!!:) I laughed when I saw these...I mean...look!! we've come a long way..whew. Baby, I love you gorgeous...

hee hee, pretty funny...I remember those days..
The camp..*rolling eyes*, I was soo shy to talk to Joe.. then that gathering, Florence, you should remember. hahaha, she had to find ways to put us together for longer then just a couple minutes...we were so shyyyy..*spank* fiiinally we went for a walk...all cheers to Florence!!;) haha..where would we have been without you luv...

now look at us..*ehem*... BYE

2006-05-21T23:20:00.000-07:00

Alone...

my parents and the youngest are off to Kysuhu to visit with my obachian, which means, me left with all the little kiddos..niceee...
:( snif. oh well. should be fun..hee hee. wish me luck;) FUN:p hee hee heeee..i'll be a cinderella for a few days...whaaa, where's Mika when I need her..maaan.
the kids found a little baby bird somewhere in the back yard..of course, they bring it in and beg me to let them keep it and take care of it,,..it was the cutest little thing, all green with a little yellow beak, poor thing was chirping for help because his foot had been bashed..or something. poor little thing is going to make his home here for now:)

2006-05-19T19:49:00.000-07:00

mhmmm..

KISSES!!

Kiss on the hand - I adore you.

Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends.

Kiss on the chin - You are cute!

Kiss on the neck - I want you.

Kiss on the lips - I love you.

Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun.

Kiss anywhere else - You're the best.

I LOVE Kisses...don't you!?:) hee hee hee...

2006-05-18T21:12:00.000-07:00

is it just me, or does everyone scratch themselves when dancing?! whaa..haha. it seems that everytime I dance, I end up cutting myself somewhere! wether it be my arms or stomach or back...*sigh*..whaaa it's not funny!! it's so sad!!..I dunno how I do it. lol.

anyways...

i feel like a bum. been inside for soooo long because of the rain. we can't see love hut because we are BOTH on quarantine for two weeks...for possibilities of maybe carrying chicken pox!! it's terrible!!:( sniff..

oh well, I will be a happy girl for Jesus anyways:p forgive my boring posts. but I love you guys sooo much and more xxx

2006-05-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

Don't sweat the small stuff...

today I was reading through this book, "Don't sweat the small stuff", and it was all about how in life there are SO many litttle troubles and problems and tests and things that just bug us. And we always get so down by them, and we worry over them and make a big deal over it, when really, they are so small and minor, that if we could just try to not let them affect us, we would find ourselves living a better life, without so much stress and so many problems and worries.
I thought about it, and I realized that I do exactly what it says in that book. I worry over almost, everything! most of them, I see now, are so small! I complain because I think that my life is just one big mess and I am just full of bad luck, and it really discourages me and gets me down. I sweat the small stuff. Something I need to change,..I need to ask myself, "Will this bother me in a year from now?" which the answer will be, no!!!:p lol. I learned a lesson today...
Jesus, please help me to not let the little troubles in life get me down, and stop me from doing my best each day. Help me to not sweat the small stuff. Amen.
hallelujah?? hee hee. pls pray for me.

2006-05-15T22:43:00.000-07:00

uh huh...it's reached me.:p lol. uhhh well, I won't tag anyone because everyone who i know..HAS BEEN TAGED! soo...don't be mad.

but, here goes...

JOEY!: (of course!! hee hee) my wonderful, amazing, hot hot, adorable baby...Joey understands me, and helps me through the many battels I go through. Although I am a very stubborn, proud,..BAKA person, he's so patient with me and keeps hanging on through it all. i've never met a more perfect person than Joe, and I do believe that "I" have been made the most luckiest person alive on this earth!;) He makes me feel loved, protected, cared for. He says i'm beautiful, he says i'm funny, he sees past my faults and loves me for who I am. it's now into the 4th year, and i don't know what he sees in me, but he sees something...whatever it is, I thank him for seeing something good among so much bad,. thank you Baby!! I screw up so many times, and I fall short of many things, but yet you keep loving me the way you do..thank you!!!!! I don't deserve to have someone as amazing as you. He's a good dancer, singer, artist, cook, martial artist, handy man, good with kids, funny, sweet, sexy, and oh so so much more!! I love you Baby!!! you're the BEST!! xxxx

Mika chan!!: my one and only teddy bear, you'll always have a place in my heart that no one can take! you're sweet and kind, and although you sometimes have your moods, you always are a REAL great friend!! you're one of the funnest to hang around, and even though I see you all the time, each time I see you, I feel like.."ALRIGHT THAT'S IT, it's Mika and Cha time" heh. you're really special Miks. you're a good childcare person, you cook GREAT!;) you help me out when I need someone to talk to and you're the only person I can actualy really relax with and enjoy the most stupid things and find them funny, when I am around you!!...and so much more!! buddies forever?? yay! love you girl...

Joan Joan Joan..: cute and charming. and I miss you!! Joan is an ooold friend of mine, and is still kept special in my heart and circle of friends. She's such an angel, we are both Aquarious' so we understand each other in a lot of things! (right Joan?!?!) she's sweet, caring, funny, warm,..the list could go on and on. I feel special when I am with her, and wish that someday I can see her again! japan or mexico...take your pick Hun!;) hee hee. aishitemasu yo!!

Joy: I have NEVER met Joy, and yet I still feel as though I have known her for ever!! I admire Joy for being a mommy, for being a wife, for being a friend. she's one great person, and i'll always admire her. I love her, and one day i'm gunna be a mommy too, go join her in motherhood!:) gambate ne Joy!

Lixy: my older sister who is more of a BEST friend to me, than a sister. She's always been there to teach me, to help me grow. She gives me good council about many things, and I know sometimes when we lived together, I would think her as a pain in the ass, but really, all she was doing was trying to watch out for me and help me learn. I've never known a better sister than her, and I am thankful for having been placed in the same family...and she's coming HOME!! yay!!!

Tom: we ALWAYS argue, you always get me so annoyed that I just wanna hang up on you,..but just wanting to know that although we don't get along with each other, you've been a help in different things, given me good adivce and listened when I needed someone to talk to. thanks.

Rachy: one of my bestest friends..someone who I miss like hell..someone who I pray for every day...she's a miricle. I don't know what connects us both, maybe it's the stupidness..maybe it's something else. Whatever it is, Rachy has always been thee best person I have ever known. She was the one that made witnessing so thrilling for me, she made me get out of myself and run around Parco Square chasing after people to get them saved. She believed in me, she encouraged me to keep hanging on. she wrote me beautiful prophecies and prayed for me...cried for me...Rachie thinks she's too skinny, she thinks she is not beautiful, she thinks she is nothing compared to all those "hot, perfect" people out there. but I dissagree. To me, Rachy is a precious gem, she's beautiful. In my eyes, she is my star in the night sky, she's not like other people, she is an individual who shines past any "hot" "perfect" person. Her soul and heart is beautiful and I admire her for who she is and what she has done in my life. I'll always think of her as the most blessed thing God created, i'll pray for her, think of her, love her, miss her, until all earth fades away. I love you babie.

Cherish: i'm her walrus, she's my rider!! lol!! we both go back a looong ways, she was my BEST friend back then, we got along SO well, we argued and faught, yeah, but always came back to apologizing to each other. I loved her, and still do!! She is a bright, cheery, bubbly, positive, fun person. She always has a smile on her adorable face. She's a wonderful dancer and teacher. She's two weeks and four days older than me, hee hee, something we will NEVER forget!;) (you know what I mean Cherri! haha) hugs, kisses, love, prayers, and more...

there's more..but I will stop here. but I LOVE YOU ALL!:) prayers and kisses...

2006-05-11T08:54:00.000-07:00

More photos...of what I like to call photography:p hee hee. they are somewhat strange, I was experimenting...ever the fun thing to do =0! I haven't changed any of them, speaking of lighting here...

speak your minds!

2006-05-11T05:17:00.000-07:00

my youngest sister, Angelina Ai

2006-05-10T04:07:00.000-07:00

LIXY'S COMING HOME!!

Aaaaah yessss! finally the day i've waited for, for soooo long!!:) Jesus is so good to me:D
please pray for everything to work out smoothly...the visa, paperwork etc,.!
Aaaaaaahh i'm so happy...

2006-05-09T04:51:00.000-07:00

Lake of Dreams...

Baby was telling me today of all the things he wanted to do in the future, his dreams and goals. Such as, finish school,..marry me (awww!! I do! I do!!)..have children..etc,. It made me feel all happy inside, (hee hee) because I felt/feel the same.
Everyone has dreams, everyone wants to reach certain goals in their life, and some times they never reach them and sometimes they do..it's all up the big Papa in heaven. And I know that when we sleep, we are all closing our eyes and drifting into an ocean where we are placed inside a boat and told to go venture the waters, and once in, we never wanna get out. But we all know that one day we'll be pulled out of that world, and open our eyes to the morning sun...*sigh*...our dreams remain yet another longing in our basket of desire.
One day..when i'm older, when Joe is older...maybe our dreams will come true or maybe they won't...it's all a mystery. But until we find out, i'll keep closing my eyes at night and filling up my basket with more wishes. Until then, we'll keep sailing on the lake of dreams..

You're beautiful baby, i love you...

2006-05-09T04:13:00.000-07:00

a tree house and childhood memories

I was thinking today, while I was outside at the park with joe, laying on our backs and looking up into the sky, about childhood. (because we were both talking about our past when we were small kids. joe has pretty cute stories..*wink* hee hee) I asked joe what kind of picture "childhood" put in his mind when he would think about it. And he told me that he thought of playing in the park with his friends, making things with his daddy, and getting dirty. cute! to me, childhood brings a picture of a tree house. I don't know why, but when I think about small children and their daily lives, I think of tree houses. A little place where they can escape to and be alone in their thoughts. A place to share their deepest secrets with their friends, and laugh and play. I've never had a tree house before, much less ever been in one! It's sad, sometimes I wish I had a place to go to, to put all my thoughts into one little spot where they couldn't escape. A place where I could run to when I felt alone and sad, a place to be alone from the world, from the noisy daily life...and I know that one day, when I have my own babies, I am going build a tree house for them, a place for them to make their own memories, that one day, when they grow up, they can look back on those childhood memories and remember of all the different things that have happened there.

2006-05-06T22:54:00.000-07:00

something I received in my mail box this morning from my dad, thot you would like it, since I did.:)

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?"
"Just some old birds," came the reply.
"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked
"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered. "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time."
"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?"
"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."
The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much do you want for those birds, son?"
"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!"
"How much?" the pastor asked again.
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?"
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.
The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot. Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.
Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.
One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!"
"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.
Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"
"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"
"How much?" He asked again.
Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life."
Jesus said, "DONE!"
Then He paid the price.

2006-05-04T06:24:00.000-07:00

Congradulations Joy!

Deryk Orion

I love you love you love you.
Many warm wishes and many prayers sent your way!!
Come see me soon, or I see you!! xxxx oooo

i'll come join you in motherhood soon, I promise! hee hee, JOEY!!!!!!! *giggle*

"A baby is God's opinion that the world should go on." I agree!!

2006-05-03T08:14:00.000-07:00

i'm not one to ramble on and on, which is why I usualy don't post much of my mind on here..sad, I know. i'm not sure wether to say that it's because I am an Aquarious or not, people think differently. some say we're loud and like to talk, others say we are quiet and more of the 'shy' type. Jesus knows...we are all different, but I am one who likes to listen more than talk, sooo...adds it all up in just about that;)
ooohh well..I thot I would post a few poems that my wonderful lovey took the time to write for me!! sweet, I know!! he says he's not one for poetry, but I think diferently. read, see for yourself. but don't steal, all his love words are to me. hee hee.

For you, I'd do anything, for You I can Fly!
For you, I'd give everything, and never fuss or cry!
For you, I'd do anything, even drain the oceans dry!
For you, I'd give everything, and never wonder why!
Baby I can never write poems beautiful or rare,
But to you I truly wish, to show you that I care,
Please know, that you mean so very much to me,
and in my heart forever you will always be!
I know I am so ready to say to you "I do"
Because Baby, truly, I really do Love "You"!
-I Love You-

Baby I know In my heart I do not deserve You
You Can some how always make my Sky SO Blue
You reached inside of my life and made it new!
Oh why you keep me I do not know
but where ever you are I will always go
And to you, my Love I will Forever Show!
Without you I don't know where I would be
I wish the whole world could really see
how Amazing You truly do Love Me!

makes my heart melt everytime I read it! it's funny how the smallest things in life, bring out the most beauty. I know whoever is reading this is rolling their eyes and scratching their heads, (I am not forcing you to read my blog!) but just thot I would let you all know that Joe is the most amazing thing in the whole world, to him I owe my life;) (tho Jesus you come first.)
i loooove him! *grins*

i'm done now. AISHITEMASU MINASAN! xxxxx

2006-05-03T00:26:00.000-07:00

mhmm....

it's me! er...*cough cough*...

mm, I not sure where I found this pic, or why it's even on this computer! it must be the Lord;)
me & Edward, whoever this little man is...wherever you are out there in the big wide world...i'm sure I enjoyed those wonderful walks on the shoreline together, holding hands...being, fat...

hee hee

ahh those precious moments, when we all were so....simple & sweet:)

2006-05-01T22:36:00.000-07:00

Pictures!

the dress code was back in the 60's...or somethen around then...anyways.

ENJOY!!

joe & the ladies

the birthday girl was given the choice of picking the three top best dressed...which were Joey, Mari, and Ivan.;)

Thus...the clothing:D

the party was great!! lots of fun. it all went well, thanks to JESUS!! everyone had a blast and many good laughs out of the halarious costumes, which took a while to search for!! I had all the boys in my room, digging through my closet and pulling out my bell-bottoms and tight shirts, etc,. wheehoo!
Me and Joe made tortillas...yes yes, they were SO YUMMY:p (hahaha mika..tsk..so much for our tortillas huh?..just was the wrong recipie!! my fault! *hides*)
ahhhh I miss I miss!!..
all to say, it was a great time, miss it, love you all...and see you!!! xxx

2006-04-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

Babysitting..

today I went into Tokyo to babysit the most adorable baby (but wait till I have mine..snicker)...she was the sweetest little girl, soooo polite..aww..I almost wanted to steal her!! hee hee. we were sitting down in the hotel loby when a lady in a wedding dress passed by and Sophie (the baby girl) said to me, "She's so pretty, I like the dress...Sophie will get married too."

I fell in love...

Aaaaahh I want a baby!!!

my little angel...

2006-04-19T22:39:00.000-07:00

I feel like a bum, it's been raining these past days...*sigh*.

a birthday is coming up soon..my little sister who's about to turn 13. hurrah. i'm straining my brain for things to do to make it fun..wish me luck. prayers would be more appreciated:p

i'll post some pics of the party once taken. until I have more to say...laters.

2006-04-19T22:32:00.000-07:00

the flower photo when not photoshopped.
I could only find two, forgive. anyways...opinions are welcomed!!:)

ordinary color.

2006-04-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

Photos...

I am not good...YET..I will get there..he he he:p

2006-04-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

a blue blog now...I realized how many people were using black..

tsk..so unoriginal...but ptl.

cheers!

2006-04-12T16:40:00.000-07:00

..I like this poem. so I thought I would put this up to share it all with youuu...

"Hugs"

It's wondrous what a hug can do,
A hug can cheer you when you're blue.
A hug can say, "I love you so."
Or, "Oh, I'm sad to see you go."
A hug is, "Welcome back again!"
And, "Great to see you!" or,"Where've you been?"
A hug can soothe a small child's pain
and bring a rainbow after rain.
The hug! There's just no doubt about it,
We scarcely could survive without it.
A hug delights and warms and charms;
It must be why God gave us arms!
Hugs are great for fathers and mothers,
Sweet for sisters, swell for brothers.
And chances are some favorite aunts
Love them more than potted plants.
Kittens crave them. Puppies love them.
Heads of state are not above them.
A hug can break the language barrier,
And make the dullest day seem merrier.
No need to fret about the store of 'm,
The more you give,The more there are of 'm.
So stretch those arms without delay
and give someone a hug today! --Author Unknown

2006-04-11T01:43:00.000-07:00

..today Chu walked from her house to mine..in the RAIN, about a 20 minute walk...just shows how much she loves me!! yay!!

...I know she'll walk one thousand miles for me...hee hee

LOVE YOU MIKS

2006-04-07T05:36:00.000-07:00

the delicious taste of ice-cream melts in my mouth..

I savor the taste...

ooh yummmyy..God, thank you for making ice-cream! it's so good for our tummies!:D

I've sinned, must go to confession (Father Joey), I am put on this thingie where I am not suposed to eat snacks or sweet things, only on Tuesday am I alowed to (ahh it's terrible I know! but it's good for me!! lily should know!! hee)..today is not tuesday!! but but, it's Angie's byebye party..sooo..it's legal! I swear it is..:D:D

2006-04-05T00:10:00.000-07:00

Pictures...pictures..pictures..

The Boys

The Girls
The whole trupe
JSD dancers
street boys
dancing!
"My Angel"

have fun with these pics..er....byebye!

2006-04-04T06:50:00.000-07:00

Me here!..

it's been a while since I have been on the computer,..a week? maybe more! haaa haa, I had my reasons! and they were good ones too! tsk..

some news updates..

sakura has passed now!! the dancing was great!!:) everyone did a wonderful job and made a lot of people very happy, all in all we got 64 souls and very good donations! TYJ..it's really all to Him that it went well! (arigato iseusama! chuu chuuu) i'll be putting up some pictures of the whole group later once I get the chance..until then, suffice with none:) hee hee. I won't make this long, I have a reeeeally nice bath waiting for me, so goodnight all, sweet dreams and i'll post some pics later..shee youuu

ooh ooh! thanks to: Mika (NUMBER one, haha mika chan!:p) Mari (my adorable aquarious darling), Elena, Greg, Isamu, Lily (always the greatest dancer.) and Joe (I love you Baby!) thank you ALL for putting up with me and my bakaness, you guys did GREAT!! arigato ne!!

2006-04-01T00:37:00.000-08:00

Happy Sakura!!

it was a great sakura season, too bad it's all over now, but cheers and tons of love and kisses and cuddles to all of you from us!

2006-03-26T04:32:00.000-08:00

Prayer Request!!

..simimasen!!..could anyone reading this please keep my sister, Lixy, in your prayers. She's got PCOS, which is a cist inside her womb. It's not that serious, but if it's not properly taken care of, then in the future it could cause her to not be able to have babies, or she could get heart problems. Thanks so much, any kind of prayer is appreciated!! arigatoooo...

also..

pray for our sakura dance group! onegaishimasu!! spanks!!...

2006-03-25T18:17:00.000-08:00

A picture's worth one thousand words....

...I agree...

2006-03-24T22:32:00.000-08:00

Beauty....

uh..I don't exactly know what this has to do with anything, I just thought it was an interesting photo I took, ages ago! how the baby bird is in the hands of an adult and in the background, there is a child holding onto the hand of her father (ah that didn't make sense...*hides*)...ooh, laugh laugh...shush it

2006-03-21T17:32:00.000-08:00

Kimono Modeling...

"Always The Model"

(The "professional" photographer was a little jealous because Lils could pose

so good in front of me, and not his cam. Humm...i'd like to think I am just gooood! heeeeeh.

But no, it's always the model that makes the picture beautiful!!)

"Geisha..." (hee hee)

"Little Red Riding Hood." ?

"Miss Adorable"

The story....

Me and Lils went to Kimistu on saturday & sunday to the "Hamilton Hotel".:D We spent a good hour or more, sitting on these chairs infront of big mirrors, watching the ladies do our hair and make-up! Which..turned out to be SO Japanese-style. Ugh..oh weeeell!! Lils looked great, but me..haha..yeah..
Anyways..
it was fun, tiring, by the end of the day our shoulders & necks were killing us...but thank you Jesus ne! Was a good experience. *giggle*

They stuck a real, BIG red flower in my hair...I dunno if they thought that was beautiful or just wanted to tease me..humm..whichever, I felt my cheeks getting as red as my kimono...

Lils couldn't stop laughing...

She actualy said the word "Ugly"....oooh embarrasment! but Jesus knows I need to be humble, so...I smiled anyways!:)

2006-03-21T05:13:00.000-08:00

some pictures...

"Sisters; at omasturi"

"My Adorable Girlfriends"

"Tom, Lils, Lixy, Me, Mika"

"Me & Lils"

"SnowFlakes"

2006-03-16T04:16:00.000-08:00

Rain...rain, rain..

it's thursday night and it's raining cats and dogs..big ones at that:(

annnddd...tomorow is SUPOSED to be Holy Ghost Sample!! but,..but, it most likely won't happen if the rain is still pouring!! arghh...speaking of the devil!! little man trying to stop us from getting out His message...tsk..bad! keep praying...it's been a while since I have been out there, kinda miss it!! (no laughing or rolling eyes!!)

soon...i'll be doing some kimono modeling..or whatever it is gunna be with my beautiful little darling angel Lily..pray for that as well pls!!:) we'll need it, tho, should be fun fun fun! hee hee. i'll try to snap some shots, that's if Lils will let me..he-he-he!!

until later then...shhheee youuuu....

huggles..

2006-03-14T04:25:00.000-08:00

Free day, chocolates, baby!

smile smile smile...grin laugh giggle...

...Joey came over for free day...

i miss him...he's probably almost home by now, or sleeping on the train getting lost! hee hee..he woke up at 5:00 this morning to get on a train to see me..awww..only got three hours of sleep last night! tsk..babyyy..I keep telling him to get to bed early but,...but..he never listens to me.*pout* he's such a strong, stubborn scorpian! always somehow gets his way, all he has to do is look at me with those puppy eyes and adorable pout on his lips, sit on the floor and look at me...he'll have whatever he wants in a minute. no, make that a second! haha!!
practicaly the whole day we were lazy, slept, ate chocolate...babyy...haha, so much for staying away from sweets! hehe. *sigh*...we listened to music together, tapped our feet to the music..haha, looked at OLD pictures..whew..embarassing!! hide me...he danced for me, he'll do GREAT when sakura comes around, mika..he's so good right? yay yay!
..I got Joe to drink his first whole real cup of coffee today!! hurrah! and he enjoyed it!! he's too proud to admit he really does like doing things he says he can't do...he just lifts his chin in the air and says "well..it's just your fault! I can't say no to you" phst..yeaaah right!! I know you want it lovey...hehe, admit it!..*grin*
whaaaaahaaa..I miss him!! he just called me, saying he got home safely..aww I am so happy he made it home safely!! SNIF!...he's so cute..always makes me cry..shhh! don't laugh. I love him! hee hee..

to top it all off...

Ivan just told me that today is white day!!! ahh, is so perfect. I hadn't realized that it was, but thinking about it now..Joe was here on the special day! awww..Jesus is so sweet to me..TY!

I got home from dropping him off from the bus station, went to my room and wrote poems...yeah yeah, emotional me...bah!

"There I Am With You"

Another minute has passed me
One more, than it’s two
Making it another hour
That I am not here with you

I try so hard to smile
To wipe away my tears
Lift up my chin and carry on
Push away my fears

Night slowly approaches
Once again I’m alone
Remembering that just a few hours
You were right here in my arms

I cuddle myself closely
Try hard to be strong
But even though I’m smiling
I’m missing you all along

I just can’t take this nonsense
Of you not being here
I hate watching you drive away on that bus
As I push away my tears

I wish that I could go back
And relive all those precious times
When you and I were laughing
And everything was fine

I know that cannot happen
But I know that soon one day
You’ll come back to me Baby
Because before you left I heard you say

You’d promise you’d come back for me
And it wouldn’t be too long
I just have to close my eyes and remember
In my heart is where you are

And though I cannot feel you
I know that it’s the truth
Until the day you come back to me
In the spirit there I am with you

****

oookay...that was that..I won't be posting anymore for now! ahe..if you're board, DON'T blame me, your fault for reading! snicker* all to say....I love joey! hee hee hee. I love you all too, prayers and kisses..and all the rest of that cuddly stuff!:) night...

2006-03-12T20:51:00.000-08:00

My Teddy Bear, Forever!

"Whenever I am lonely
She always comes along
Dances to some music
Sings a silly song

And when I want to color
She just wants to draw
So instead of doing either
We do nothing at all

We talk about nonsense
Do each other’s hair
Paint each other’s toenails
Sit around on chairs

We argue over nonsense
Fight over food too
But whenever we’re so gloomy
We can make the sky so blue

She’s my favorite cooking partner
My cutest baby-doll
Bestest purikura partner
And really fun to call

I’m really glad I know her
Glad that she loves me
As long as we’re together
We’ll always be a team. :)"

mika don't be mad at me..oh please oh please!! you know I love you! *giggle*

2006-03-11T04:29:00.000-08:00

Breakfast in bed..

I woke up on the 8th of March, sometime around 9:00..and my hubby was standing there with an adorable smile on his face, looking just so damn cute; holding a pink tray with a plate of breakfast on it. (which he had made himself for me...ooh yum!) giving me a morning's kiss (me & my morning breath! uck..) & the sweetest "Happy Anniversary my Love" awww..

my heart melted....

and THAT was my 'first' breakfast in bed...wheeew I felt darn special! makes me wanna grab him and pull him into my bed, cuddle him & place kisses all over his adorable face for atleast a good 20 minutes...or more. (*grins*) the rest is none of your buisness:p HEEEEH....

i'm lucky, Joe's amazing...and that's just about all I have to say for now!! i'm off to dream of him...oyasumi!

2006-03-10T02:24:00.000-08:00

Boo...

mika wanted me to put up a pic of our cake that we made for mari's b-day...

it was good...(proud smirk*)..compliments to mika:p

some other photos, just for fun's sake...

ops...watch your mouth

adorableness...*sigh*

mr. hottie pants

happy anniversary lovey...

For every single tear you’ve cried
& every single rose that’s died
For every heart that tore in two
I promise I’ll make it up to you

From this day now & beyond tomorrow
I promise I’ll take away your sorrow
& be the best that I can be
To love you for all eternity

A celebration of today
You’re special to me in every way
My love for you will always be
I hope that baby, you do see…

Right there to hold you when you’re down
Wipe away that slightest frown
Paint a smile on your face
& bring the sun in to your rainy days

I love you baby, yes I really do
And really care a lot, it’s true
Thanks for always being mine
I’ll be your girl till the ends of time

I love you...

2006-03-10T02:15:00.000-08:00

Ahh, it's been a while since my fingers have touched this key board!! Been a busy girl..*snicker*. My wonderful hubby came over for a couple days to learn the dance..ahaa like Mika wrote about in her blog..but it was FUN! right miks? (everyone is practicaly done with my song, just MIKA needs to finish hers and we're all good to go! pray for us!!! pleeeease...) he's a darling dancer, so adorable!!!!! It was our (me and JOE!) 3rd anniversary on the 8th! yay!, which was spent in dancing like hell 24/7..whee...but it was special! haha. i'm just so so happy I got to be with him on that special day!! awww I miss him, he's gone home now...whaaaaaaaaa!! gash, I just wanted to jump in his bag when he was packing up his things!!..no..i'm too heavy.heh!
all to say..was a wonderful! week. couldn't say better! huggles all..

2006-03-06T00:51:00.000-08:00

Married!! again...
I was asked to do a bridal fair with my brother, Peg..mhmm a little gross but, they had no other models so was left up to "US". wheehoo
everything was good, other than the times when we had to stand arm in arm, smiling at the folks who walked by saying "Congradulations!" with little cheesey grins..bahh. I never thought the day would come when my 20th or so-husband would be my own little brother. Thank you Jesus anyways.

On the better side...

Mika's here at the moment, and we just finished making our home made Tortillas, (yum) with a little bit of confusion & a messy kitchen. BUT! We're both hoping that they will be quickly devoured by the little hungry children, with great satysfacation. Weeee hee hee. We're such great cooks, tsk...other than the time when Mika took our grossness made up of flour, sugar...flour (ahh, I don't remember what was in it, Mika help...) and plopped it into a pan as a cake for a very special someone on his birthday! Wether he enjoyed it or not, much less even took a bite, I don't know but...we tried!!!
Mika, you're reading this, I know it!! But I do love you, and so I am also taking part of the blame. heh, you're my favorite cooking partner! let's be cooking partners for life (GRINS)

2006-03-03T20:05:00.000-08:00

Aha, finally i've got down the basics of this little site-thingy. Wheehoo. Took me a awhile! Great, grand, good. However boring I am, or stupid I may sound in the different posts I may be posting in the future, bare with me:p HEE HEE. sayanora..